a loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
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Last night I watched a cute movie on Netflix called Nonnas about that restaurant on Staten Island that hires grandmas as chefs. Lorraine Bracco, Brenda Vaccaro, Talia Shire, and Susan Sarandon play the nonnas, and Vince Vaughn plays the guy opening the restaurant. It's kind of a nice mellow detox from The Bear in terms of a bunch of Italian-Americans yelling at each other in a restaurant kitchen. *g* Plus a really horrifying rendition of capuzelle, which is a roasted (or baked?) sheep's head, which is one of those dishes I try to forget knowing about. Anyway, the restaurant still exists, and now it has grandmas from all different backgrounds who cook there (a review of the real restaurant).
Today was my Monday, and tomorrow is my Friday at work. I could get used to a 2 day work week!
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Today was my Monday, and tomorrow is my Friday at work. I could get used to a 2 day work week!
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Fandom 50 May + June Roundup (7 Recs: Art, Gifsets, Fic)
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Continuing with my goal to make fifty rec posts in my journal this year, here's a roundup from May and June.
( 3 x Our Flag Means Death Art (Izzy Hands/Edward Teach; Jim Jimenez; Izzy Hands/Roach) )
( 2 x Our Flag Means Death Gifsets/Edits (Frenchie/Izzy Hands) )
( 1 x Our Flag Means Death Fic (Stede Bonnet/Izzy Hands) )
( 1 x Severance Art (Harmony Cobel/Asal Reghabi) )
( 3 x Our Flag Means Death Art (Izzy Hands/Edward Teach; Jim Jimenez; Izzy Hands/Roach) )
( 2 x Our Flag Means Death Gifsets/Edits (Frenchie/Izzy Hands) )
( 1 x Our Flag Means Death Fic (Stede Bonnet/Izzy Hands) )
( 1 x Severance Art (Harmony Cobel/Asal Reghabi) )
Abuela's Song of the Day (Jul 1): RIIZE - Fly Up
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RIIZE - Fly Up
cw: lens flares, flying stunts
CC in 9 tracks, including English
A gospel chorus in Kpop? It's more likely than you think! 𤣠The wire work in this is so much fun to watch and perfect for a song that's just infectiously joyful.
I had initially hoped to post this last month, just for the joyful messaging of solidarity across differences, but my shithouse health got the better of me. On the other hand, it's still a good message for Second (aka Disability) Pride.
Sherlock Holmes: A lesson to live by RatTale
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Fandom: Sherlock Holmes (tagged both Books and Granada)
Pairings/Characters: Holmes & Watson
Rating: T
Length: 2743 words
Creator Links: RatTale
Theme: working together
Summary: After a long day of seeing patients, Doctor Watson is on his way home when he gets pulled into an alleyway to help one more patient for the night.
Reccer's Notes: When Watson has an unexpected patient, in an unexpected place, Holmes gets roped into helping. They have to work together for the benefit of the patient. It's very nice to read a story where Watson is the competent medical professional and is the one in charge instead of Holmes.
Fanwork Links: AO3
Pairings/Characters: Holmes & Watson
Rating: T
Length: 2743 words
Creator Links: RatTale
Theme: working together
Summary: After a long day of seeing patients, Doctor Watson is on his way home when he gets pulled into an alleyway to help one more patient for the night.
Reccer's Notes: When Watson has an unexpected patient, in an unexpected place, Holmes gets roped into helping. They have to work together for the benefit of the patient. It's very nice to read a story where Watson is the competent medical professional and is the one in charge instead of Holmes.
Fanwork Links: AO3
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TV Tuesday: Geeking Out
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Have you ever been to a convention focused on a particular TV show? Or have you been to panels on one in a multi-fandom convention? What aspects are a draw for you?
Birdfeeding
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Today is mostly sunny and warm, nicer than it has been recently.
I fed the birds. I've seen a mixed flock of sparrows and house finches, plus a pair of cardinals that flew away when I went outside.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I refilled the hopper feeder.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I watered the old picnic table and the patio plants. Despite recent rains, things were wilting. :/
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I watered the new picnic table and septic garden.
I've seen a grackle and a robin.
I picked a 'Chocolate Sprinkles' tomato.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I watered the telephone pole garden and seedlings in the savanna.
Fireflies are coming out.
I am done for the night.
I fed the birds. I've seen a mixed flock of sparrows and house finches, plus a pair of cardinals that flew away when I went outside.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I refilled the hopper feeder.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I watered the old picnic table and the patio plants. Despite recent rains, things were wilting. :/
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I watered the new picnic table and septic garden.
I've seen a grackle and a robin.
I picked a 'Chocolate Sprinkles' tomato.
EDIT 7/1/25 -- I watered the telephone pole garden and seedlings in the savanna.
Fireflies are coming out.
I am done for the night.
ATTENTION: I HAVE A NEW SHIP
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(blanket headphone warning for all the fancams featured here: LOUD fangirling)
Y'all! I can't BELIEVE this ship has only 10 fics on AO3. I mean look at this!!! The fics should be writing themselves by now!!!!!
The rolled up sleeves?! The loosened ties?!?! The PULLING of said loosened ties?!?!?! The waist grabs?!?!?!?! The hands on waists, period?!?!?! The FLIRTINGGGGGG?!?!?!?!
They literally walked towards each other, holding eye contact, while singing to each other that they're in love?!?! It's canon now!!!!!
I have watched every fancam ever of Yonghee and Hyunsuk performing this. For research purposes. The research being finding the perfect one. There isn't, but this one's a splice of several fancams and edited well (what keeps it from being perfect is that the OP is clearly Hyunsuk biased, and I'm Yonghee biased
):
So, I must mandatorily sign off with a Yonghee fancam:
No but seriously, the fact that there are no canon compliant fics about this performance and all its implications? IS A FACT I CANNOT ACCEPT. I will fill this ship tag all by myself if I have to but like LOOK at the glory of this! It's a miracle, and my soul is so well fed, I must now spread the word. Hear ye. Kim Yonghee/Yoon Hyunsuk. Amen. //mic drop
Y'all! I can't BELIEVE this ship has only 10 fics on AO3. I mean look at this!!! The fics should be writing themselves by now!!!!!
The rolled up sleeves?! The loosened ties?!?! The PULLING of said loosened ties?!?!?! The waist grabs?!?!?!?! The hands on waists, period?!?!?! The FLIRTINGGGGGG?!?!?!?!
They literally walked towards each other, holding eye contact, while singing to each other that they're in love?!?! It's canon now!!!!!
I have watched every fancam ever of Yonghee and Hyunsuk performing this. For research purposes. The research being finding the perfect one. There isn't, but this one's a splice of several fancams and edited well (what keeps it from being perfect is that the OP is clearly Hyunsuk biased, and I'm Yonghee biased

So, I must mandatorily sign off with a Yonghee fancam:
No but seriously, the fact that there are no canon compliant fics about this performance and all its implications? IS A FACT I CANNOT ACCEPT. I will fill this ship tag all by myself if I have to but like LOOK at the glory of this! It's a miracle, and my soul is so well fed, I must now spread the word. Hear ye. Kim Yonghee/Yoon Hyunsuk. Amen. //mic drop
Ants Waking by RJ Huneke
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I was sent an advance review copy of the novella Ants Waking by RJ Huneke in exchange for an honest review. A student in a magical Cambridge tries to find a way to bring their friend back to life.
This book has a lyrical writing style and reads like a fairy tale about the power of stories. The invented mythological figures are fascinating.
The protagonist is non-binary and on the autism spectrum.
Ants Waking releases on October 28th, 2025. For every book sold, the author will be donating $1 to the Global Action for Trans Equality and $1 to the Autistic Self Advocacy Network.
This book has a lyrical writing style and reads like a fairy tale about the power of stories. The invented mythological figures are fascinating.
The protagonist is non-binary and on the autism spectrum.
Ants Waking releases on October 28th, 2025. For every book sold, the author will be donating $1 to the Global Action for Trans Equality and $1 to the Autistic Self Advocacy Network.
Round 176: Working Together
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Our theme for July is working together!
This round is for fanworks that feature characters working together to achieve a common goal orâand this is not necessarily the same thingâfanworks set in the workplace.
The tag for this round is: theme: working together
If you're just joining us, be sure to check out our policy on content notes. Content notes aren't required, but they're nice to include in your recs, especially if a fanwork has untagged content that readers may wish to know about in advance.
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RL is meh, but at least I have a lot of entertaining things to watch
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Iâm a bit sick, ugh. Nothing serious, just a sore throat and a bit of a cold, probably because Iâm sweating a lot (ahh, my lovely frenemy menopause đ), and when I go out there is a strong chilly wind outside (and has been for the last two weeks or so), and of course air conditioning inside everywhere.
Also I have the attention span of a gnat lately and started watching so many new things, I donât know when Iâll finish all of them. đ
I mean, ok, I did finish a few things. Amongst them:
Kpop Demon Hunters
This is Netflixâs new animated movie everybody is talking about right now. Itâs about three demon huntresses, who form a kpop girl group named Huntrix, and use their songs to build the protection spell around the world, to save all the humans from a big scary demon, who wants to eat their souls. So this demon sends five demon boys to form a kpop boy group to compete with Huntrix and steal their fans and their fansâ souls from them.
Yes, itâs as ridiculous as it sounds, and itâs also funny and entertaining, and touching and sweet. I enjoyed it a lot. And I didnât expect much, just an hour and a half of fun and cuteness and a few catchy songs. And it was all that, but it also made me teary-eyed at the end.
Also â this cover of Your Idol is very good.
My Sweet Brother in Law
The last episode aired last week and it was bit of a letdown after decent and enjoyable four episodes.
Even though I do wish they didnât make Khanhâs wife a gold digging cheating psycho, to make it okay that Khanh cheated on her with Bao. After watching the first three episodes I was so pleased that the women involved werenât vilified in this drama, and unfortunately, that didnât last.
I also watched two other BL dramas. And they both had a very similar plot. Chinese and Taiwanese BL dramas sure do love dramatic, full of longing and forbidden desire, step-brothers pairings, donât they? đ And sometimes I get a craving for such pairings, too.
So first I watched Moon and Dust, a new short (6 episodes) Chinese BL. An older boy rescues a younger boy from homelessness and suffering, ends up raising him, and then of course a younger boy falls desperately in love with his Da Ge and tries to quash those feelings, but canât help confessing in an emotional scene. And the older brother clearly feels something more than brotherly feelings, too, but canât admit it, because he doesnât want to recognize those feelings for what they are, and he feels that as an older brother he has to be the responsible one and refuse his brotherâs love.
I liked this short drama a lot. Itâs cheaply made, cheesy and OTT sometimes, but good actors with very nice chemistry made it work for me.
The 1st episode is available for free on Youtube here. When the drama was airing they did make each new episode available for free for the limited period of time, and now you can still watch the last 6th episode there, but episodes 2-5 are available for members only.
And since Moon and Dust was so short I decided to finally watch Unknown, Taiwanese BL from 2024 with the same trope. I did watch the first episode back then when it started airing, but it was rather dark and violent, and I wasnât in the mood for something like that then, so I never watched more. But now I watched all of it.
My opinion â itâs very uneven. The first half is good, and then it starts falling apart. It took me a week to watch the last two episodes, because they were either super boring (episode 11) or made me cringe so hard (episode 12).
The weak script in the second half was the main problem for me. Exacerbated by me not really seeing much romantic and sexual chemistry between leads. As actors they are both good, but it was very hard for me to buy Qian reciprocating Yuanâs feelings.
And this post got quite long already so Iâll write about all those other, started things the next time. And now Iâm going to watch some of them, and maybe Iâll even mange to finish something else today. đ
Also I have the attention span of a gnat lately and started watching so many new things, I donât know when Iâll finish all of them. đ
I mean, ok, I did finish a few things. Amongst them:
Kpop Demon Hunters
This is Netflixâs new animated movie everybody is talking about right now. Itâs about three demon huntresses, who form a kpop girl group named Huntrix, and use their songs to build the protection spell around the world, to save all the humans from a big scary demon, who wants to eat their souls. So this demon sends five demon boys to form a kpop boy group to compete with Huntrix and steal their fans and their fansâ souls from them.
Yes, itâs as ridiculous as it sounds, and itâs also funny and entertaining, and touching and sweet. I enjoyed it a lot. And I didnât expect much, just an hour and a half of fun and cuteness and a few catchy songs. And it was all that, but it also made me teary-eyed at the end.
Spoilers here.
And not because of Jinuâs sacrifice. But because Iâm a sucker for âpower of friendship saving the worldâ stuff. And that movie delivered so well on that front. Rumi, Mira and Zoeyâs friendship was my favorite part of the movie.Also â this cover of Your Idol is very good.
My Sweet Brother in Law
The last episode aired last week and it was bit of a letdown after decent and enjoyable four episodes.
Spoilers here, too
That went into a full OTT dramatic soap opera in the last episode: a cheating psycho wife, a homophobic dad throwing his gay son out of the house, a stabbing, Bao saving Khanhâs life and ending in a coma for six months, and then a cliffhanger with a sudden arrival of Baoâs handsome ex-boyfriend. I think they hope for the 2nd season. And you know what, I hope they will make it. In general I enjoyed this drama. For my first Vietnamese BL it was great.Even though I do wish they didnât make Khanhâs wife a gold digging cheating psycho, to make it okay that Khanh cheated on her with Bao. After watching the first three episodes I was so pleased that the women involved werenât vilified in this drama, and unfortunately, that didnât last.
I also watched two other BL dramas. And they both had a very similar plot. Chinese and Taiwanese BL dramas sure do love dramatic, full of longing and forbidden desire, step-brothers pairings, donât they? đ And sometimes I get a craving for such pairings, too.
So first I watched Moon and Dust, a new short (6 episodes) Chinese BL. An older boy rescues a younger boy from homelessness and suffering, ends up raising him, and then of course a younger boy falls desperately in love with his Da Ge and tries to quash those feelings, but canât help confessing in an emotional scene. And the older brother clearly feels something more than brotherly feelings, too, but canât admit it, because he doesnât want to recognize those feelings for what they are, and he feels that as an older brother he has to be the responsible one and refuse his brotherâs love.
I liked this short drama a lot. Itâs cheaply made, cheesy and OTT sometimes, but good actors with very nice chemistry made it work for me.
Spoilers for the ending here.
This is not a happy ending. I would say it is ambiguous. Itâs clear they both have feelings for each other. But they donât get together, and it ends with the older one rejecting the younger oneâs feelings. But there is no tragedy or death or anything like that. So you can imagine very easily a post-canon fix-it with them getting together in a few months or a few years.The 1st episode is available for free on Youtube here. When the drama was airing they did make each new episode available for free for the limited period of time, and now you can still watch the last 6th episode there, but episodes 2-5 are available for members only.
And since Moon and Dust was so short I decided to finally watch Unknown, Taiwanese BL from 2024 with the same trope. I did watch the first episode back then when it started airing, but it was rather dark and violent, and I wasnât in the mood for something like that then, so I never watched more. But now I watched all of it.
My opinion â itâs very uneven. The first half is good, and then it starts falling apart. It took me a week to watch the last two episodes, because they were either super boring (episode 11) or made me cringe so hard (episode 12).
The weak script in the second half was the main problem for me. Exacerbated by me not really seeing much romantic and sexual chemistry between leads. As actors they are both good, but it was very hard for me to buy Qian reciprocating Yuanâs feelings.
More complaining with spoilers here.
And seriously, everybody around them is perfectly fine with Qian and Yuanâs relationship, and so accepting as soon as they hear about it? And people in Qianâs office instantly start gossiping about whoâs the top and whoâs the bottom. And then they openly ask Qian about it. I cringed from second hand embarrassment so hard and instantly pressed a fast-forward button. Why? Why do BL dramas still do that in 2024?And this post got quite long already so Iâll write about all those other, started things the next time. And now Iâm going to watch some of them, and maybe Iâll even mange to finish something else today. đ
Monthly Round-Up
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This is the monthly round-up for June 2025.
• Fanvid for: ĺĺ | Soul Sisters
• Wishlist Wednesday
• Cover reveals for The Beauty's Blade!
• Topic Tuesday: Underrated Dramas
• Graphics/Picspam for: Xiao Zhan as Zang Hai for Wet Man Wednesday!
• Fanvids for: Hikaru no Go, Justice in the Dark
• Quick Rec Wednesday
• Review for: Lament of the River Immortal (Feud)
• Promo/Rec for: Into the Fire (Hong Kong film, 1989)
• Review for: Justice in the Dark
• Fanvids for: Justice in the Dark fanvid + Silent Reading song translations
• Did You Make a Thing?
• Last chance! Pingxie Exchange sign-ups end tomorrow
• Fanvid for: ĺé | Couple of Mirrors
• DC-Slash Con Seeking Panel Suggestions Today
And of course we had the monthly round-up for May 2025 and our weekly chats on the 7th, 14th, 21st, and the 28th
Did you discover an entry you missed? Come on over and take a look/comment!
• Fanvid for: ĺĺ | Soul Sisters
• Wishlist Wednesday
• Cover reveals for The Beauty's Blade!
• Topic Tuesday: Underrated Dramas
• Graphics/Picspam for: Xiao Zhan as Zang Hai for Wet Man Wednesday!
• Fanvids for: Hikaru no Go, Justice in the Dark
• Quick Rec Wednesday
• Review for: Lament of the River Immortal (Feud)
• Promo/Rec for: Into the Fire (Hong Kong film, 1989)
• Review for: Justice in the Dark
• Fanvids for: Justice in the Dark fanvid + Silent Reading song translations
• Did You Make a Thing?
• Last chance! Pingxie Exchange sign-ups end tomorrow
• Fanvid for: ĺé | Couple of Mirrors
• DC-Slash Con Seeking Panel Suggestions Today
And of course we had the monthly round-up for May 2025 and our weekly chats on the 7th, 14th, 21st, and the 28th
Did you discover an entry you missed? Come on over and take a look/comment!